everything is falling apart.

i like my best friend more than a friend. but, he likes my other best friend. why wouldn’t you like her though? she’s so beautiful. i could never compare to her. i knew all along he never liked me back so why did i keep hoping and praying that maybe we’d by some miracle end up together? 

i’m just a fat, ugly piece of shit. i’m worthless and i deserve to die. 

i’ve pushed so many people away, and my now old best friend is ignoring me. 

i don’t like what i’m becoming.

i have nothing to look forward to. 

what’s the point in me being alive? no one would even noticed if i was dead.